to me, one of the most tragic periods of recent history is the holocaust. every time i think about how such an atrocity could have happened, my head spins. i made a decision to visit the concentration camp of dachau so i could get a deeper understanding of why such a nefarious thing could have happpened and to maybe answer some questions about the detachment of a humanity that could cause so much suffereing. of course, being in such a place where great tragedy happened, it was quite emotional. and in all honesty, i left with more questions than answers.
dachau was used primarily to incarcerate communists, social democrats, trade union leaders, spies, resistance fighters, religious dissidents, common criminals, gypsy men, homosexuals, asocials and others who were considered "enemies of the state."
dachau was opened in 1933 and closed down in 1945 after american liberation of the camp. dachau had 206,206 registered arrivals and there were 31,951 certified deaths. although, the number of deaths is probably much larger since the record keeping of the camp was not the most reliable. The jews were always kept isolated from the other prisoners and were treated far worse than the others. when dachau was built, it was supposed to house only 6,000 prisoners, but at its height 32,000 prisoners were living in close quarters.

this is a sculpture created to showcase the thousands of emaciated bodies that were part of the concentration camp. the sculpture stands in front of the main building where the prisoners were brought to after they first entered the camp (it is now a museum that tells the history of dachau).

after getting off the train at dachau, the prisoners were walked down the main road and then had to walk through this gate to get to the main building, where they were stripped, showered, all the while being belittled. this gate had these words written on them, translated to "work will set you free". the nazis did this to maintain the illusion that this was not a barbaric prison, but rather a work camp, that the prisoners would eventually be able to leave once they paid their debt to society. and while it is true that some prisoners were released, it is not clear as to who, why, or when these prisoners were to be released. it was a seemingly random system. as the prisoners walked through these gates, their humanity was traded for a number that completely dehumanized them.

this poster highlights some of hitler´s propaganda as he was trying to come to power. after world war 1, the germans were required to pay a great deal of reparations as part of the treaty of versailles. this caused a great deal of inflation for the people because the government was printing paper money to pay of the debt, but had no real capital behind it. the people suffered greatly and were losing jobs, as well as any opportunity for a chance to better their lives. hitler capitalized on this fear and misery. this poster translates to "hitler, our last hope" and that is really what he was to some of the people beofre his megalomania came to light and showed who he really was.

there were a row of rooms in a building where many of the prisoners at the camp were terrorized. they were slaves of a system designed to destroy their human dignity. this is the shower room, where prisoners were sent after being stripped. the holes in the ceilings were built to look like showers so the prisoners could be convinced to enter. in reality, in this room, poison pellets were placed in grates and sprayed into the room. there is no evidence that there were mass murders in these shower rooms at dachau, like at auschwitz, but there is evidence that some prisoners were placed in here for medical experiemnts. whether there were mass murders in this room or not, it does not negate the fact of terror that destroyed the lives of thousands of people..

this is the grate (attached to an outside wall), where the poison pellets were to be dropped after prisoners were inside the shower rooms.

one of the hardest rooms for me to bear witness to was the crematorium. as the number of prisoners who were dying increased, due to being overworked, overpopulation, barbaric medical experiments, or just being shot, there needed to be a faster system of getting rid of the bodies. so attached to the shower rooms, were these stoves where the bodies were burned. at one point, i think in 1941, there was a coal shortage and so instead of burning the bodies, the bodies were thrown into mass graves. many people are unaccounted for because there is just no way to identify these bodies.

this is one of the many watchtowers that were strategically placed around the prison camp. from here the guards could keep an eye out on the prisoners who were working, as well as those who were trying to escape.

the prisoners´area in the camp was surrounded by an electrical fence and in front of the fence was a long ditch surrounding it. the ditch had trip wires along it to slow prisoners down who were trying to escape. if a prisoner came near the ditch, the guards were allowed to shoot. at times prisoners who just wanted to put an end to their misery went close to the fence, purposely trying to get shot. it is hard for me to even imagine the misery and terror that so many people must have felt. it is even harder for me to imagine the barbaric detachment of the guards who could not see the prisoners as human beings at all.

this is the road that the prisoners walked down as they got off the train. while i was there, i kept trying to put myself in their shoes. what could they have been thinking? what kind of hope or sense of doom did they have? did they believe that they were going to get out of there alive or were they convinced of their impending death? it is crazy to think that more than 200,000 people walked down this road at various times. i wish i could say that i left here believing that all of this was behind us, but i can´t help but to think that this part of our history will forever haunt us. sadly all kinds of holocausts are still occurring, if we think about it. there is the crisis in sudan, the past crises in rwanda and bosnia. but at the same time, being here has given me an oporuntity to learn more, which will allow me to teach my students and others. in this way, i hope that things can change for the better.